last night when i got home from a long day i sat and thought about all of the work i wanted to get done on my new collection. i sat on my bed and leaned back and just sat there. my mind was racing but my muscles were trying to go to sleep. i was bothered bc i knew it should just rest, but i wanted to work work work.
so to satisfy my urge, i wrote all the ideas i had in my head; on paper. i felt so much better. i felt like i could rest and it was okay.
then i remembered this conversation i was having with a record producer... he said he was always in the studio day and night. he said that if he stopped working, he would be loosing all of these great ideas that had been clouding his head.
now i feel like that. its weird how ideas can just be flooding in or you are searching and searching and nothing seems to appear. i feel like im on fire right now...and i won't let it go out. =)
soooo...
all of this contemplating this morning got me thinking about the things i love. what i love to do and what i make time for. there are just so many things that i would absolutely LOVE to do and learn right now. here's my dream schedule for a week day:
8:00 rise/meditate
8:30 running/swimming
10:00 breakfast/planning
10:30 wounded heart designs work (or other art projects)
1:00 lunch
1:45 guitar lesson/practice
2:45 wounded heart designs (art)
7:00 dinner/time w friends & family
9:30 relaxation/whatever time
2 comments:
work hard towards this day...and it'll come!
That feeling is familiar to me, too. I've come to realize how important it is to have a pencil and notebook by my bed. Sketching is my "sleeping pill"! I almost always unwind by jotting down ideas or just being ready for any that come before I turn off the light. And sometimes I have to turn the light back on to jot down the ones that aren't ready for me to sleep! :D
It's all good! :)
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